Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Sick and Tired... a rant.. by ME!!

I am sick and tired of being sick and tired. I feel great until the end of the day then I am sore and tired. I sit down in the day and yep.. I fall asleep. I try to have patience with Ty and low and behold temper tantrum central. His newest antic is to bang his head on the floor. Not just the nice carpet but the TILE in the KITCHEN. Yep.. I followed him in their this morning when he was mad and grabbed his expensive head as he banged it on the floor. That is a 100 k head.. Makes me SOOOO mad.

Dallas got hurt so he is in a lot of pain. It is frustrating because I know he is not feeling well but at the same time neither am I. I really really need a day to sleep in before I go back to work. I really NEED it.. I swear.

Speech was so frustrating for me today. He never seems to improve. I am so glad he can at least show me what he wants and can follow directions so that I am not so freaking frustrated. I know that it is just life. GRRRR!!!!!

It is frustrating to still be waiting on his walker. It has taken almost 3 months from the time we started this process for a 200 dollar piece of equipment that I volunteered to pay cash for. But because they have a contract with our insurance company Ty has to wait. 4 more weeks at least.. how frustrating for a small mount of Independence.

Oh not to mention I am sporting the Herpes look on my face. It is horibble and awful this time around. Not to mention it hurts like a beast. I just want to hide and cry...


Crystal said...

I'm so sorry Nancy. It just never seems to end does it? You are in our prayers!

P.S. I'm going to send Tyler a helmet to protect that head of his. ;)

Jen said...

I am very sorry Nancy! I swear it's never ending for you! You deserve a vacation! Utah sounds nice to me ;) I'm praying for you! :)

Leeann said...

My 6 year old did that too! (Not now, when she was about Ty's age.) I was so worried that she would give herself a concussion! But, the doc said to just walk away and pretend I didn't see her. Once she realized that she wasn't getting any attention, she would stop. Within a week or so, she did.
And I'm with Jen...come home for a visit!