Ever had something....

Ever had something you really wanted to get off your chest but realize that you just can't seem to write it down. Even if it is YOUR own blog and no one else HAS to read it. Or that you might be judged harshly from something you say... Yeah... that would be my head right now!

I literally have SIX blogs I have started that I just can't bear to finish. I want to express so many things and feel that I need to write but haven't had a chance to really express them correctly or in a way that might not come off as negative, angry, upset or hateful.

So I am sticking to a few safe posts.... With lots of pictures. Cause I like those.

This past week has not been the best of weeks. It has been better in regards to my mental health and the Lupron and my endometriosis but I kinda sorta got sick with a cold. Dallas also got it and Mr. T didn't. I am almost certain that the little Toot that was sitting next to Mr. T on the bus sent it home with T.

Monday's therapy left me impressed with Tyler and sad that we are looking at a few months of NO therapy. Not sure what to do with out having SOMETHING. So I am on the look out for something. If not a lot of swimming is gonna be in our near future.

This week went by fairly quick though and we were back to early wake ups from Mr. T and school and all the fun stuff. Because I was sick my poor house keeping skills really suffered. And I don't get enough sleep.

Dallas has the crud and we are heading him into the docs tomorrow!

The week came and it went. Saturday we were having a Aunties lunch with my moms sisters in Provo so me and Nicky and my mom head of there. My dad and Dallas get to hold down the fort. Lexi, Koy and Kayden and Tyler are here playing.

Ty had a blast with his cousins.So that is what we are writing about. And posting photos about...

So here you go!! The kids playing...

And then after we went to Cabella's, feed the fish, walked through the free aquarium and then sent everyone home... HOORAY for quiet.

The day was good. The day was long. Tyler was EXHAUSTED. He has so much fun with the kids. I half wish we would have "Started" a little earlier in our endeavor to produce more spawn so he would have more friends. But I guess that is what it is.

Stay tuned for some fun and exciting honest, blunt and raw feelings.

Happy Birthday Linda

I have a wonderful Aunt named Linda. You know the Aunt. The one that is the sweetest and kindest and loving person. There is not another Aunt in the whole world like my Aunt Linda ( I do have 2... but this ONE is the best!)

Every birthday that I can remember she has sent a card. She never forgot. She would call EVERY Christmas and talk to each of us. Asking us what we got being way more excited than she had to be. She would visit, we would visit and she was someone I looked up to.

She loves all of her nieces and nephews. She would do anything to help them. She is just that kind of a person. It is so nice to have her here with us.

She deserves the best birthday. She has had a bad week and we wish there was something we could do to help her. BUT we plan to have the best birthday dinner on Saturday.

Happy Birthday Linda. Now that we are back in Utah I hope we can spend a little more time together, So that Tyler knows even MORE about how cool Linnie is.

You really are a wonderful person and aunt and even better you are a friend!

Love you Linnie

My Auntie Linda!!

The 15th was my Aunt Linda's birthday. I wanted to tell everyone just a little about her.I am Lucky because I have 2 aunt Linda's. But this particular Aunt Linda... well, she is special. Here is a little about her.

* When I was "younger" I thought it was way cool to go to her "apartment" in Salt Lake. I couldn't wait to be "big" and get my own and live this fun exciting life that all single people do. ( I found it wasn't as exciting as I thought but she was still way cool)
* I couldn't wait to get older to get to spend my "weekend" with her like Tammy and Kristi did. Like I said, Aunt Linda was cool
* Every birthday for as long as I could remember I would get a card from Linda in the mail. She would NEVER forget my birthday. Even through rough times of her own she never forgot. I looked forward to those cards every year. I still do. This years card was particularly a good one and brought a smile to my face.
* She loves all of her nieces and Nephews as her own. She hasn't had the chance to have her own kids but has "adopted" many of us and even a few "grand kids" thanks to Aunt Donna.
* She is loving and caring and I was so excited to see her come back to the church. What a life changing experience for anyone.
* She always had to go to the bathroom right after dinner... Just like me!! I know it wasn't to get out of the dishes *wink wink* sometimes a girl just has to go!!
* She came to Tyler's first birthday. She didn't forget and I will never forget the look of love that she had for him. I regret not calling more when I lived in Salt Lake for her to come and see Ty so she would get that chance.

Happy Birthday Aunt Linda. I hope that the rest of the birthday week is good for you and you know how much your cards and calls on Christmas and birthdays meant. I loved to be able to tell you what I got for Christmas ( and I am sure you didn't care as much as I cared to tell) that is what makes you so special. You did care and you did call. You sent the cards. But most important and my absolute priceless memory is the look of love that you gave. Thank you for loving me and loving my little man.


Happy Birthday!!