Thursday, April 24, 2008

I am slowly losing it!

I am trying so hard to keep up the facade. To keep the positive. To keep the pace with all we have to do.

I am tired.

We were doing PT 3 times a week for water therapy, regular PT, Speech once a week, OT and eye therapy. We have cut the water therapy down but we still do the others. With me working at night part time and the time of the day Ty is up for the day I am tired.

Although I am "taking medication" I am now wondering if it is working correctly. On Tuesday I literally couldn't keep my eyes open. I have no motivation and my ability to multi task and keep my appointments straight and make it to my appointments is slowly NOT working. I wonder what happened to the very put together mom that was happy, cleaned, cooked and knew where and when we were suppose to be somewhere and never missed.

I sure hope we find her soon!!!


EmandZachsmom said...

Amen! Thats how i feel!

Ashley said...

I am sure that she will reappear. Sounds like you are busy!!!

Jen said...

I hope you find her soon as well. I hear life is truly crazy for you and I hope things at work smooth over for you. Here's a big ((((HUG)))))!

abby said...

Hugs. I hope next week is better.