In the midst of this chaos Dallas and I decided we wanted to get out of Utah. Fast and for good. We looked at houses, he booked job interviews. He flew down and interviewed and looked at houses. Only one was decent. The job interview went great. He came home to Chaos. it was REALLY hard for us.
Emotionally I am not myself right now and haven't had a chance to be better since having Grayson. We haven't been able to be a four family and learn where we stand with a 4 family.
After lots of tears and sadness and wants we are staying. ( After last night I have NO idea why I agreed) Ok I do. Ty loves his cousins. He wants to be by them. So we are staying for his sake.
The job offer was great. It was nice. It was more than we expected. Long term care is amazing there. We have friends and family ( part time) but I guess we need to be here. I guess only time will tell.