Thursday, July 23, 2009

Feeling

Feelings... Feelings control SO much about how we act, feel and believe. Feelings are things that either make or break that little thing we call self esteem, self worth and our own attitude, good or bad. Feelings can be controlled by outside sources, though WE are the ones in control of those reactions.

But what happens when you want off a ride of emotions and you don't know how to do it? If you keep getting put back into the circle of emotions that got you out in the first place. Sometimes you can't get off the roller coaster ride. Sometimes you want a weekend off the roller coaster ride to refresh yourself.

Feelings, emotions, lack of control, sadness, loneliness, discouragement, anger and jealousy are all things that I am feeling right this second. I feel over whelmed. I feel the need to cry. To run just a Little out of the way.

To run

3 comments:

Stephanie said...

sorry you are feeling down. if there is ever anything i can do to help, i am happy to. even if you just need someone to talk to. hang in there...you are doing a great job!

Chantel said...

I am sorry you are having a hard time. I waited on FB last night to see if you got on so we could chat. man, you must be a night owl :) We are headed to SL for the day, but call me if you need to chat. I have my mom's cell 435-720-0088.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry about how you are feeling, and about how things are going right now. It seems it is one thing after another. I hope it gets easier.
You are doing a great job. You are such a good mother and wife. Maybe you should take some time to have a good cry, sometimes it helps to just let it all out.
I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.